



11:54 PM
booooo....
the week has been very rough.... rah!!! :_( i hate everyone!!!! no one seems to think before they talk... so annoying!!!! it just hurt me so much... but i guess no one will understand.. i think everyone will just think im crazy... but fuck it!!!! its too private for me to type out.... i have too much hidden feelings... and i hate it!!! the last 2 days of my HK trip was rough... very very rough... it felt like my heart just stopped beating... i was lifeless... argh!!!
lucky ake called me when i got home last nite from the airport... though i was seriously still not in a mood to talk to anyone... it took me almost 30min for me to talk to him normally... but thanks my love!!! thanks for listening!!! omg... only u would understand the situation im in... no one else would... cuz u would feel the same way as im feeling.... I LOVE YOU!!!
now... i have alot of going back plans... i wan to go back earlier.. regardless of whoever is going to be in US... i just wanna be alone... be in my own world.. i wan peace... i wan silence... i need a break... a break from everyone.... i wish i could just sit down by myself and not here anyone talk... and i have to plan for the following year... argh!!!
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